Is this really happening

I am 5 weeks and couple days pregnant. There I said it. I am on vacation trying to relax sometimes I do others times I don't. I have panicked a couple of times when my boobs hurt less but today and last night they are killing me. I am taking the crinone and did have some orange peachy discharge from it. Feel a little more tired than usual and very hungry. I am lucky I am not one of those women who get morning sickness. Sometimes I am scared to go to the bathroom so sometimes I wipe and flush and not look. I just want to get to September and breathe a little easier. Short post girls are wanting breakfast.Back to vacation.