sick...

Started with dry scratchy throat on monday and turned into body aches and fever tuesday!! Called out of work wed and today. Started taking HPT on dollar tree on tuesday. See there is a slight problem FF had my ovulation day on min and I over rode it and put it to Sunday so I am either 10/11 dpo and dollar tree gave me damn evap lines!!! So my temp dipped yesterday and shot back up today and on top if that spotting!!! Hello wtf!! I want to scream I do not feel pregnant at all everytime I have been my boobs hurt my af according to my luteal phase of 14 days is due on monday. We fid everything right took clomid bd all the right days!!! Why am I spotting on 11dpo again like last month?? Or I am 10 dpo and its implantation bleeding but who am I kidding I am not that lucky!!! Oh and I still feel like crap!!! feeling down and out:(

busy bee

Well this past weekend was fun filled and labor intensive!!! On Friday night me and hubby chaperoned Valentine's dance!! Was a lot of fun good amount of kids turned out!!! Then Saturday had to take my girls down to the Basilica of St Peter and Paul so they get make all of their sacraments on Easter Vigil mass. Hubby couldn't make it he had to work. So that was a long day and mass!! Came hone ordered some pizza and vegged out knowing tomorrow was going to be busy. On sunday we laid a subfloor down in the kitchen and my body is still hurting!!! Then I am usually off on Mondays and had to work and all I wanted was to lay in bed sll day. So here I am on my day off running errands for the PTA .
On TTC waiting to ovulate will probably start taking opk tomorrow I don't expect to ovulate until end of the week.

Restlestness

That is what happened to me last night I could not fall asleep. Nothing particular was keeping me from dreamy land but as the time ticked by so did my thoughts they were actually all good thooughts. Baby names actually were popping in my head!!! I had a great day yesterday I voluntered at my girls school and afterwards went to thrift store and picked up some great buys for my best friend who is due in  April some cute little boy outifts and even ran them over to her house to show her right afterwards. I then came home counted box tops  and relaxed with my girls playing walking dead on ps3 awesome game I might say!!!! 
 Now onto my cycle well just as I predicted this cycle was a bust. I started spotting on saturday night at 11dpo!!! That is so not like me I always spot the day before af then she comes. I have been spotting on and off since then and tomorrow will probably full flow. I did test and it was a big fat negative but I actually was glad it was stark white!! No guessing and hoping and clutching at straws no bargaiing with God that I will stop curisng and go to church more. It was refreshing to get the BFN, I know crazy. Onto the next cyle as my other ttcer's would say forge ahead. I will do clomid again this month and try try try. That's all we can do right? Try
Here are the clothes I got for my bestie!!

really??? You got to be kidding me....

That's how I felt when I got this, this   morning....

So I would be lying if I said I wasn't surprise. Surprised meaning like I did clomid,acupuncture, thought positive. I have zero symptoms nada zilch none. On the subject of symptoms are these women crazy who have symptoms before 7dpo like I felt my breast full and twinges at 1,2,3 etc dpo. Like really your egg hasn't even been fertilized. Like seriously get a grip. Wow that felt better. So onto the next cycle I stopped taking the progesterone and now waiting for af she is due on Tues,so hopefully she is on time.

Off the ttc my oldest daughter turned 14 where has the time gone? Wish she was a baby well not really  because she is just as difficult as a teenager as a baby. I have come far from that place single mom all alone. My life is great this past weekend we made pizza and watched movies my little one was sick, so we just relaxed. This weekend I am working what fun and next weekend we are going on our annual pumpkin patch.I am so excited because our pumpkin patch has apple picking and winery!!!! Oh yeah take that BFN!!!! So till next time GL and baby dust!!!!

yummy pizza with my hubby and daughter!!!